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How Can I Exist Without You?

 

howcaniIt’s time. Who am I kidding? It’s way the fuck past time. Time to do what, you ask?

Well, it’s time for me to accept who I am and what I am good at. I am good at the morbid, gruesome perversions that most keep within. You know exactly what I’m talking about.

Some of you know me.

Me.

Me for who I am.

Who I am inside.

Inside of this shell of façade.

I yearn for you, ache for you, throb at the thought of your smile. A simple, innocent smile at me.

I have just completed the entire outline for the second book in the Wicked series, and let me tell you something fuckhead … I need this. I can’t take it anymore. I have to let it free.

I smile. I smile again. I am that sweet girl at work everyone looks forward to seeing. Wow. Narcissist much? Seriously, though. I dream and fantasize and yearn for things you would rather vomit at than consider yummy.

I sit in my car, and I wait … I know it’s time to get out and walk into work, but I can’t help it. I have to jot down one more note. One more idea. One more slice of terror that does it for me.

I miss everything I once was. I need to release this inner explosion before it catches up to me and devours some poor, worthless soul.

You know the one I’m talking about, right? The one who will suffer because I cannot have you. The one I will crush because I cannot taste you.

Now … Let’s define you. Or should we? Perhaps You is nothing more, or nothing less, than the idea of taking what isn’t mine. The object or idea or act that eludes me.

I do this, don’t I? I rant and rave and go off on tangents, the kind I can’t seem to find my way back from.

You see, I was going to work on one last project this year. I’ve already published two novels this year, and the thought of putting together a fluffer for Christmas made me happy …

And then it hit me! BAM!

Fuck all that noise. I’m going to write this fucking book and you, my sweetness, will hopefully masturbate to the festering flesh and homicidal transformations that will transpire on the pages to come.

I have considered … What should I do to reward a precious fan who just can’t seem to get enough of me or the words I’ve so carefully chosen?

Details to come .. And cum you shall. Because that’s what it will take to win a small sliver of me.

Feel free to email me at tillyslaton@gmail.com … let me know what you think .. what you desire.

Until then ~ … Tilly.

 

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REVIEW: Tempting Evil – A Riley Jenson Guardian series novel #3 by Keri Arthur

Tempting Evil is pretty morbid.  I loved it!

Infiltrating the grounds as whores and arena fighters, toys for the crossbred freaks with interesting body part accessories, and sexual sadists who apparently enjoy raping women not only when they’re screaming in fear and pain, but also as they are knocked out unconscious.

It’s time!  Riley and Rhoan, along with the other sexy studs and vampires, receive enough intel that they are ready to wiggle into the completely screwed world of a psychohomosexual who apparently enjoy watching women and men being used, abused, and beaten to the point of death, and then screwing them or handing them over to the zoo filled with freaks that were a result of his lab experiments.

I marked this book on goodreads as 3 stars…”I liked it.”

So far, these books are truly entertaining me.  I find myself excited to read more and have managed to continue receiving As in school and still read a book a day .. /cheers

However, this book left me wanting.  The action was incredible, the plot and sexually seductive options and kidnappings are fun and dripping with erotic perversion.  But that’s just it … It was one thing after the next.

“I will shake your hand, but know that if you and your people do not old to your word, I will kill you.”

My grin was nasty.  “And if I get the slightest whiff of a double-cross, believe me that I will kill every fucking one of you.”

Our beloved Quinn makes an interesting appearance and I find myself holding my breath in anticipation of their relationship that is now progressing quite well.  I’m curious as to where it will lead and if it will simply be something adored yet never accomplished.  Bummer …

I do recommend this book to any mature adult who has read the first two books in this series.  If you have not read this series sequentially… you’re screwed.  Just do it …

Extreme violence, unbearably seductive and tantalizing sexual content that borders on sever perversion to outright holy shit and open mouth whoa double takes to make sure what you read was what you read hehe

~happy reading!